life is psychedelic

this time
my heart grows bigger and bigger and almost explodes
but instead it rises and grows wings
and floats and
i see some sparks shattering from inside while
it flies up and high
the sparks so bright i am almost blinded
and it explodes with a big bang
loud and enormous until
it creates its own universe with stars and planets and galaxies
so divine
and leaves the world behind
it goes further and further and everything seems so small
and i feel so small
and insignificant and
my heart is no longer with me
it just floats further until all i can see
is just a tiny white dot
and disappears
above us all