the party is over and your life is waiting

i look around and i thought, life has been good to me.

i wanted to say that autumn is my favourite season of the year, but i have always love other seasons as well, so it is unjust to put it that way. it is only natural for me to cherish this time, and so far october has been a very exhausting yet rewarding month. the stress, the projects, the headache, the fun, the craziness, all mixed and the first half of the month hasn't even come yet. i figure my journey will still have a long way to go. god knows what's going to happen. what i need is just a good preparation for the unexpected. both psysically and mentally.

being a pessimist isn't always fun. sometimes it's nice to have a positive attitude towards your own goals, values, and the future. make peace with yourself. be good and take everything merrily.

i've been struggling through a near-turmoil situation this past week, and it still continues. sure, the sidekicks are prolly the most enjoyable of all experiences, but it was a havoc nonetheless, and still is. yet somehow i managed to ignore that fact and just get through it.

yes, that explains my lack of writings.

and the more things get overwhelming, the more i realize how much i should be grateful for everything. not that i take things for granted, but it's just the recognition that life can't always be perfect and that what makes my life perfect.

in a way, of course.

i'm babbling too much. readers, just bear with me. it's all not over yet.